Another year has passed, goodbye 2006 . i left for uk in mid 05 and it has been almost 2 yrs, yet that days seemed like just yst. i cld still rem the scene at the airport. My parents and sam send me off to london. At the airport abt 10 plus sec sch frenx were sending off, that moment was unforgetable. leaving everyone n everything to pursue my studies .
however, i nv regret everything i got to gave up to be oversea. Oversea, leaving alone suits me better i guess. I get to move away from stress from fmaily and the pressure. Is not tt IB is any easier we hae constant hw and assignment. In this short 1 yr plus so many things happen. i used to have this 12am curfew and cann't stay over at pple hse, now i am given all the freedom . well i stilll got to inform them tt i am out. just like tt day when i did not come back till afternnon, if this happened last time i wld have be dead meat by now. but in stead she just said tell the adults nx time u are not coming back.
And of cux the most prominent diff is my love life. I have moved on from sam who everyone thought i was going to marry him. cause at age 13/14 we lasted throughout the sec sch where my frenx were changing bf like changing clothes. so now u see everything is no always the wat it seems to be. And jit walked into my life last summer. he amazed me differently from other guys. he was more mature, more sure with what he wants in life. and of cux my life has been better since tt day. someone to walk my life together with me.
As of family, things is still the same other than i understand things within it better now than i used to when i was younger. the thought that i have to enter the working life just in few yrs is not a long long way to go. another 3/4 yrs . it will pass even faster than how my sec life went by. I dont know if everyone feels this way , but the older u get time seems to pass faster.. i met up with ARc pple just now, last night the conversation was concentrated btw jobs and unis. is so unlike teenage life anymore. i am ending my teens in 3 mths. 3 mths is nothing. i would have led a fifth century. by then
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i am back here for almost 2 weeks now, =) well at least this trip makes me closer to u. if only we can be this this always in uk and in sg. whenever we are free we will come down to meet. but this will only happen in few yrs time.this xmas is the first yr i spend with u. is a new start from everything abt our past, our past r/s and everything, now is just u and it will always be. hopefully. I dont know if other pple feel it but i find this yr xmas a bit dead, is either i am too tired with everyhting or just exhausted with life. what makes my day was the night in mos with u and my gucci bag, my pre festive mood.
xmas eve i was with jit the whole morning till 4 pm, family dinner and movie with xy and sher. xmas day was just work and dinner with u. nothing intreesting these day and i am still tired from eveyrhting. hopefully i will be back in routine soon. arc dinner tonight.
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2 more days. and yup i will be with u in singapore again. boo, is unfair tt u left 3 days before me and i got to stuck here with my sch and everything but then again, i cnan't miss too many lessons.
talked to my mum this morning, this time is so much better at least what ever jit say tt i need _________ and i am getting it. after all i am still the little girl to them . =p and yesh. my plan for dec
1. food republic with u and yangy and her sher, binny, cand???
2. friday meet mich. and my grandma will kill me if i dont stay overnight with her
3. i dont know yet but of cux jit ..
4. dim sum
5. mah la
6. burmese
7. chom chom.
and many many more places, we realised tt the only place for us to spend time with each other is in sg. although my mum is there and all but at least we get to see each other more often. i hate this , but no choice.
jenn came over to oxford for the weekend, jit was here too cux both of them met of few hours and he left. i must say i had a superb weekend. with jit and sat clubbing was good.. i had shots and was ... but not drunk. met afew of my sch pple there. so we all join in to drink i wonder if clubbing in sg will be this fun, cux these nights i reallie having hell lot of fun with temu, and and and i am gonna miss my dear roommate in sg esp clubbing. she is just such good accompany i feel less stress and self conscious with her. and of cux now tt i am not single., i limit wat i do . i love u. =)
see u guys soon , need to be in class now.
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i wanna be home. i feel the stress here getting more and more. i dont know why , business internal assessment does not seems to be doing well i must say. sigh. universities applications and so on. predicted grades everything jsut add up to one.
first time in my life i feel the pressure, i feel i have reach my max. actually it is also partly my fault i dont like to do work during the weekend tt's why. i will make sure it will not be like this nx yr. sigh. =(
been quite awhile since i update well, my life still goes on as usual, just these days rather emotional. when out with temu last night to mood. it was great fun. that's when we realised we have not really have a girl's night out for a long time, we are so stress with sch work and as for me. weekends tt i am free i am with jit. last week i was over at linn's place. erm her cousin place and her parents were there too. they were so sweet o her. and thankx to linn i got my tickets. =) i love u. you see we are so near in the same country but we dont get to meet up so often. oh and i met up with jessica too. my sec 4 frenx.well well. nv seen her for ages and is was nice catching up with her. so ya.
last night was the worst day of my life since the sch began. luckily is all over now. i almost gave up everything tt was built. hope u can go to singapore. =) going mood again with temu and jo. =) i shall drink less tonight. =p
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Pastimes:staying in the room/ peace with myself
People:JIT, HS, SD n SA,
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