well, i am happy with this trip and i guess is worth it. althought the money i spend on air ticket is abit ex but i managed to do many things this time round. we got citizenship which is better for my bro becux in case anything happen to him there is always something back up for him. and this time round i feel like our life is back to normal again unlike the dec trip. well we went out for dinner as a family again.
happy brithday mummy, =) we went for dinner at Morton steakhouse. the dinner was good and my mum reallie reallie enjoyed herself , firstly, i came back and just happen to be is her bdae. my bro went for the dinner too and chuck. so 4 of us like before . although the bill was a bit ex haa. my bro ordered the lobster $100 + for his meal .i enjoy steak but not as much as jit / chuck wold enjoy. i prefered the bread and potatoes well everything in this restaurant is imported from states. and the vege are all huge . the way they intro their menu is interesting, they should u everything physically explained everything to u then they are u to chose frm the paper menu. the lobster was alive and moving when the waiter was introducing it. it was so so curel but my bro still wants it =( but i must agree it was reallie good. . mum is glad we had this dinner, i cld see it from her face. and chuck came to me and secretly tells me tt he bought my mum a 5 hr spa package at ritz carlton. he wants him to relax since she is so stress n she hardly have the time to enjoy everything. so sweet , at least he is mending back every wrong tt he did previously.
oh and early part of the day, mummy came into the room early in the morning and ask me what i was doing and if i want to buy some clothes . i was like. haa tt's great. she was like i think u need some clothes and since ......... u have been gd over there and all. haa. i feel so guilty she is trying her best to show concern towards me more. =) and she bought back a coach bag from us for me this time. mummy mummy mummy i love u, sorry at times i made u angry. so i bought 2 coats fr
om mango and abit here and there but not much becux i want to bring the cash to uk. baby boo. i wanna save to shop with u during summer. and for our trips. =) i will be seeing u tmr again.
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baby boo baby boo baby boo !!
=)enjoy yr weekend in london while i am in sg. see u soon
i have been having jet lag for a few days and not reallie wanting to correct it becux i am going back to oxford in day. keke ok ok i am going to study my phy now.
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this is such a short break i must say is already wed and i realised i have not done much work. i guess i will stay home on friday and sat morning to study. cux wed i will be with yang slacking in my hse and thur i am meeting cand for awhile. feel like going to eat chilli crab tmr. think i will ask my uncle. since he is here now. i bought 3 pairs of shoes yst and i love all of them actually i still feel like getting more somehow. but then i need so many pair for what but i think i will be getting 2 more pairs of heels. =) bought all flats yst.
i think everytime i meet up with yang for the first time we will talk abt SA and SD haa. but that's hw we are . i think she is sick of me and jit . everytime she is like jitty jitty jit again. =) but nothing will change our friendship no matter what right yannggy. linn linn linn she is in uk and enjoying her life girl. i will bring u some food sometimes kee. dont always meet bos meet me too . rach : i hope u get yr top reallie soon. dont know why it is taking so long to reach u. =) and i quit fagging keee. JIT are u happy ???
baby boo i miss u . i know u will read my entry.
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I am back in Singapore !! =) but only for a week.
well only 6 days actually.
i miss u boo. and yesh yesh i had a nice time in leeds with u. froggy. i will tell u the taste of the food haa. kee.
yang came to fetch me from the airport and we went to food republic to eat haa. i miss chicken rice n we sit around mc cafe and talked abt life. as in what happen btw us in this 1mth plus. haa sigh. well i think i should be studying now.. off. =)
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a week just fly. and i realised i hv not donw much of study this week or in fact i did not do anything. all i did this week was to prepare for my intl talk and ya. it was all temu's fault she wanted to give a talk on singapore and then she just left me to go back to mongolia see.. ! but then again i manged to do it. haa the room was full 15 pple and i know my presentation was a bit short but then they asked me questions later on so i guess it was alright.
last day of sch today. and i will be going down to meet lakhjit singh today. haa i know he hates it when i call him tt. but =p and sunday i will be flying back to the nice and warm place call singapore. this time round i am not as excited as before . probably becux i just came back here not long and ya i only plan to meet a few pple cux i only have a week and i need to study and a level is in 2 weeks so ya. i will not be meeting most of the pple i guess.
las night i went to bonfire with jo. this bonfire thing has been happening for ages but then we never reallie go there but last night we decided to. =) we will still continue i guess , is a way of socialising with the rest of the school i realised.
we went there late so by the time we were there 70% of the pple were already drunk haa. the thing for the night ws to celebrate the end of the extended essay . ssusposed to bring the notes to burn but we did not the fire was already gone. heard it was a rather lousy fire .
the bonfire thing was at some ulu area of oxford. is like we got to go through houses in the dark and at the end of somewhere there is a bridge to the nature park. we cld hear the ducks or geese making noises but we cannt see them. so there must be swaps around and drunken person would have fall in if they are not careful. is kind of like a 10 mins deep down the park to reach the area where sheeps are susposed to use it. the place is definately in a big mess when we leave there bottles of drinks . ashes and everything . i think if u have sex there no one will know if u find yrself a corner haa. cux is so dark no night. but of cux everyone there is from yr sch more or less so you are safe. stclares is a small community so they will not do anything if u dun want they still need their reputation in sch . lol.
jitty jit is still alseep. haa pig ! always say i pig. when he nv once wake me up in the morning before.
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sigh.. in fact i am rebeling more n more against her.. i dislike her more and more some how. i was looking through my sec 4 pic and realised how big i was . is not tt i am small now . but i used to be reallie big for 3 years. sigh i dunno what happened to me for tt 3 yrs. that i put on so much weight . i guess i can only blame it to myself. actually i was ok at sec 2 it is the sec 3 and 4 tt is the most and ugliest of my whole life to be honest.
i need to lose weight again. but stupid me went to drink tt night and now i put on watever i was trying to lose. sigh . nvm one more week to half term i am just going to crash again . i am not going for my phy today becux i am so tired but i will still go to the gym i need my regular exercise to lose. i dun want to update much abt me and jit today. but we are fine and we are happy. i will be seeing him again in 4 days time =) a
and linn =) cheer up girl. everyone has a period when u are down. rem i was once like this last summer. but now everything is fine. and i was talking to yang this afternnoon and we were planning study trips during my one week stay. i am going to lib everyday or i will crash her lectures. she say the lect dun care and no one actually notice. haa. okie for the fun of it i will do maybe i will learn something out of it.
and my 4000 words extended essay is over. and i am proud of it. anyone want to open cinema industry can buy the proposal from me. keee jk.. i wish my essay is tt great . then then then .
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i hv not been out for a long time, what i mean here is out at night and drink with fren. sch work and everything just made me not in the mood everytime. but just night i went to drink with jo, chen and wei they all. there were 2 other pple who i did not know apparently they used to study in our school before but who cares, and they know i have got bf so i am definately not there to hit on them.
i did not get drunk but i felt a bit dizzy. =) i dun reallie rem how many glasses i drank becux i kept losing in guessing game. but of cux jo was reallie drunk. she is there for a diff purpose from me. i am there just to hang out and move away from my room of extended essay. but she is thre to reallie get attention and have fun. maybe that's why she get drunk and i did not . but i did something dumb, i talked nonsense to my boo. untill he got worried and left the club to talked to me. haa actually i was just lying there and dunno why i started to think of what he said and got carried away and just talking and talking to sabrina then she is like , i dun want to listen to anything becux everything u say today is not true.
baby boo! i am sorry abt last night. but i felt much better after i talked to u . heee actually nuthing else happened last night other than asking him to go hm and talked to me. yst the leading one was jo and she cried . wei is just a bastard. sigh why cann't she understand tt he is a bastard. how i wish i can tell her tt he used to flirt with me for a moment last yr but i ignored him. i know if i tell her she is going to be jealous tt is what one fren told me not to do at tt point. tt why i nv say anything to her.
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non serious stuff..
at first i wanted to go down to london to meet linn and all. but i guess i will mee her when i come back i will go and see her and bring her some singapore food if i can bring over. =) yay. sometime i like being xiao nu ren, is always nice to feel young and stress free. of cux i am happy that jit is with me and he is always tonking here and there, cute. =)
i decided to club tonight i think i shld relax sometime and go out and have fun. it has been a long time since i went for a dink and club/ dance and all. but now i will draw a line diff status now. haa. well extended essay is almost done i am just touching up and doing my evaluation and conclusion. been fa mei- ing in my room since last night till my fren came to ask where did i disappear to since yst. haa. i enjoy it sometime , just having my laptop and my mobile phones with me. temu my dear room mate is back hm with her family and bf. i reallie hope things can work out btw them and i wish she has made a decision by the time she come back, i dont want her to live in uncertainties and confusion.
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I just read yang's journal, she definately has changed alot over this 2 mths.. and i am glad she realised this at this age. i guess is now abt time to think abt our future and what we really want in life. why do we want to get into uni ? is it just because everyone is doing it ? i think if u have the mentality u will still do well in uni but u will stop at somepoint when u realised tt u have achieve what u need and stop and stagnant from there. self- actualisation in business motivation theory. but what do i reallie want from here, i know i definately do not just want a degree from my stay in uk, i want to polish my life/myslef.
but still i feel myself lacking in alot of self motivations, will i reallie hope to build on it as time goes by. 19, i dont consider myslef young nor old. my mum always says dont always think that u are old enough to make decisions on yr own everything, u are still young and dun fully understand life . i guess she is right at times but sometimes i reallie dun want to implicate my family, i will only makes them more worry and feel tt they need to be there for me.
As for now, i am busy with life, IB is not as easy as i thought i would be it reallie involve lots of research work that A level dun require, is like they makes u research on a real life situatuion and it not group work , it is individual. i need an A for my extended essay and why am i not having the confident in doing it. i used to be confident, infact over confident abt my research and projects. because i know others are weak but here so many people do a much better job than i do. =) guess is time i start to think abt what i want in life. i want start everything early, as in, i dont want to have doubt abt my life at 35 and realised i want to redo everything i had built.
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stupid temu left me alone in this room and ya. sigh some pple just dun understand and get my hints. i talked to yang today and linn i realised tt i have not call her for a long time. well ya. when i came back from buying my kebab i saw 2 pple sitting in my room perfecto. when i needed some time to myself they did not seem to understand. i may sound selfish but i enjoy having time alone in my room.
well today in business class i finish the profit and loss account first . haa roni was alright with it i guess lol. she has been saying i am not revsing enough but today i proved to her i knoe my work.. extended essay due in 3 days time but tmr will be the last day i can get advise from my supervisor nso i think i better finish it soon and fast. well i better start now.
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I am going back to Singapore in slightly more than a week time. of cux i am happy and excited to see everyone back home but then again , i just came back to uk not long . so there is nothing much i am missing like food and all expect i miss spending time with my frenx back home.
now my life here moves between sch , my room/mate and jit. I kind of cut off with other pple from my sch , i dun socialise as much as i did becux i have no time and i am tired of helping everyone do everything which does not involves me. my aunt was right today, u keep doing things for pple do they reallie appreciate , they are nice pple but sometimes they feel that is their right for me as a fren to do things. esp now when something happen.
that's the thing with pple from my sch when their parents are loaded they are being spoiled since young till some little things like making a phone call or finding something online they require help frm ppple and they do not understand tt they are actually intruting others privacy. well but i hear alot from this society, is just par t of my growing up. nx yr in uni i assume that everyone is going to be diff.. superficial and all haa. but ok lets not talk abt it.
boo! i am glad i met u and i enjoy everymoment i spend with you. i guess we got to know each other well in a very short time, =) i was kind of scared this morning but i talked to u today i am much better and pretty much sure what i am doing now . and i do want to be with u for a long time . =) ya i think u expected this ans when u talk u something just before we put down last night. my froggy from the well
FROGGY FROM THE WELLThere was once a frog who likes to croak. *croak. *croak. It also enjoys singing the oinky tong song. which makes it irritating. =) but i still love u frog
went up to leeds during the weekend.
friday mooncake festival
i hosted the event, it was alright i did it with 3 juniors i am not very ok with it thou. becux i missed out alot of speech becux i was not at all prepared and all but pple say i look good on tt day haa but the truth is i put on weight although it was nice and after all it was not so scary and nervoous i thought i would be . i got used to it towards the end when i had to do it alone for most of themm.. this event is a damm last min thing to do . hee.
the nx morning at 7am i left for the train station to leeds. finally i went down to leeds but i guess the nx time i will be going down will be in a mth time. i am going back to sg. =) i enjoyed myself there, we shopped abit then rest abit cux i did not sleep for 3 nights. i was rushing my extended essay i completed 3200 words in 4 days and i am proud of tt yay at least i am more relax now. as for dinner , mel joined us. i like her and she is nice. =) i just enjoy spending time with u. but as for now i got to catch up with all my grade i hate the situation i am in right now. sigh.
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my mum wants to move again, maybe back to paterson but paterson is going to demolish in like 6 mths time therefore they need to find somewhere to stay soon. i am going to suggest to them tt i want a 3 story hse. first story would be common area for all of us, second level for them and last level for me and my bro then i will get all the proper freedom tt i need =)
my weekend is almost ending again well, it has already ended since u left. too bad i only get to see u for less than 24 hr . but at least we had sometime together. i love everything abt us. i love waking up in the morning and u by myside. waking u up at 6am becux i cannot slp =) well too bad we are 4hr away from each other. but at least we are in the same country if we really want to see each other we can just travel not like if we are in diff country. nvm i am seeing u again nx weekend =)work work work
sunday is the day for work. i have the rehersal for the presentor . oh i am hosting my sch moon cake festival wonder how is it going to be like. my teacher thinks tt i can bring up the atmos with my blur expression haaa. i wish i could but i am scared i will have stage fright. =) well well and i put on 3 kg from the time i left sg. damm alot sigh. i need to lose it back in a week b4 i meet u and the event. cux i wan to look best there . then i will not be afraid of what people will think of me.
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