last night was the chance to get out of SD but we chose not to. well yup. xy has been staying in my hse for 3 days 2 nights. wed night susposed to go to mambo night but then xy was kind of sick after the free drinks. so ya.. but then gotham was kind of fun. the crowd was white so i am not reallie interested. . laazy continue
didn't do much today and yst. last night went to city hall for dinner with nicholas. well yup susposed to be out with xy but then she woke upp too late so we called it off . then nic text me to as me if i wasn to go for dinner so yup. well hanging out wth him is fun cux he entertain me.. pure frenx are always fun.. although i used to think i can nv be fren with a guy . they are either bf or flings .. or acquaintance. and nv be too close to them.yup. cux of all the stuff that happen. previouse. everything they are close to me, i either will like them or the other way. and then we will drift but ya. this one i guess it will nv happen so i am happy.
marina sq had change and i still want to go back there cux i want to shop and shop.. need $$ thou hehe. and my make up is low in stock. heee. my tongue is ok now. i csan eat perfectly and been eating so got to lose weight again soon. i dun want to get back to oxford and pple say i put on weight. and of cux ADI i deleted his number and i did not realised so i got to wait for him to call . i dun have his number anymore. is easy thou. oxford is so small. i will see him in bridge sometimes again. . well sam has nt meet me since i came back and. i guess i have accepted it and move one. i miss lathbury rd somehow.. cux i know my life there is going to change i wish for a brand new yr.
rach is back to ausie and linn is back to thailand. well i guess soon i will be back in uk too. and life is going to be a routine again. this holiday i should say was great although i have not met up with a lot of pple , basically have not met up with any HS pple at all.
i need 2 weeks back . when linn was staying at my hse .. and cand , xy and rach will pop by occasionally , or stay over. the staircase, random smoking area at coffee shops. and all. tanning. i miss them. still got xy for mambo night this week. hehe well at last she is going to mambo night , hope cand can make it. but then ya. she usually have her commitments. went out with nic yst. went movie then dinner. the prawn mee was good. hehe. =)
oh and i met up with roni and the family , it was kind of weird. should not have met haaa. well duno lah. wanted to treat them but they did not allow me. so ya.
jst came back from burma 2 days ago well. went there for almost a week
1st day--> I was too deprieve of sleep to do anything. so went in to bed early.=)
2nd da--> was a slack day. i spend most of my time at the other office just surfing the net. talking on msn haa. then of cux i did go down to my mum's office to do spotcheck .
3rd--> took the flight down to mandalay to see my dad.
4th--> flight back to yangon again.
5th--> work! work! and /work! practically spend the whole day in the office settling stuff my mum left 3 yrs ago.
6th --> morning was still at office and took late eveing flight back to SG
well well. this trip back to burma was worth it. as in i did many many things this time. mainly i saw my dad. i dunno. i have this funny feeling after seeing him, the situation is so diff from the last time i saw him which was 5 yrs ago. he had aged, and look sick. well there is nothing much can do to help him but at least i made my effort to bring my arse back in burma. my dad's sis-in law treated us to hot pot . well this trip back i gain few kgs cux everyone is practically feeding me . almost everynight there will be at least 2 meals. haaa. and i have to admit tt his daughter looks like me. well i dunch reallie like the idea of someone looking like me, but there is no choice as but nic say same factory haa. after seeing my dad for 1 day plus i got to return to yangon to do what i was susposed to. my business internal assessment but i went deepper then that. sigh.. mummy i need you here. sigh. well yup. =)
rach: i am going to miss u babe.. u made this summer amazing.. sigh u leaving so early .. well i will mail u soon a letter sweetie.. take care .. drive carefully hehe.
Yst , we woke up late as usual.. they have been camping in my hse for the past few nights well then linn and rach got craving for KFC so we went to tp central for KFC and i joined a new line. cux i lost my fav NEC slim phone on the dance floor.. i got a feeling i have blog this.. who cares.
well rach . linn. xy.. karl.. althought we are now in the SD club .. karl u are not. we will be out soon. they made me the president becux mine is like the longer. till i forgot everything .. dun worry i will tell u all what happen when i go back uk.. heee
xy.linn and me went to food republic for dinner .. so happie i can finally eaat lah.. love hokkien mee. hehehe.. and reallie quite fast . at last i and enjoy food again.. then we slack and waited for rach to end her dinner with her family .. then too bad sob yang got to go home . her "curfew" sigh. so cann't join us for drink+C at clark quey. . oh and there was a sheesha bar there. xy we can go there nx time hehe.. yup yup but dunno how much .. but should be ok lah. heee.. we sat down at a bar called asylum. sat there for quite long like 2 hr+ then linn felt tired so we went back and . guess she got indigestion so she vomitted on the stair.. she was not drunk at all.. she is just sick. we came back and talk and did some stuff things in my rooom as usual with linn around she is full of craps. and lammeness. heee.. meeting nic later. haa. ya too bad he does nto want xy to come yet.. he say nx time.. haaa
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this trip made me realised who i can really talk to .. abt everything.. well yup.. i reallie appreciate everything and every moments we hang out.. well too bad all of us are going to be at diff part of the world. dec ... we will meet again. the thing is everyone of us do the same thing. we can sit at some smoker's corner and . talk .. abt inch long stuff... SD .. hopefully the nx time we meet we are all not SD anymore.. i dun want to be SD for life.. damm sad la..
welll well well.. we survived the Les night at zouk yst.. i guess we were the only bunch of straight pple who went there. haa the ratio of guy:girl was like 1:300.. and the only guy who i found cute was guy!! tt was according rach i guess is correct. haa. well i lost my fucking NEC SLIM phone there. i love that phone cux is so slim and nice and i lost it sob sob.. hope the person who get the phone... return it to me.. i send a sms to the number hope she read it.. i dun have much hope thou.. =( sob sob. after than as usual came back to my place to sleep 
i have not had proper sleep for days meh.. heee.. we are always coming home feeling sad over our exs and we will start to talk and make plans. for.. ;) well rach is leaving soon... and i got my new number now.. i joined a plan cux top up is just too ex for me..
last night clubbing was fun.. well the accompany was great.. binny.linn.cand.alyssa.minyi.nicole... k dun reallie know nicole . minyi . nv talk to them much. yup yup... too bad i could not drink. cux of my piercing i want to recover in 2 days. sorry binny i did not know the guy was josh. so ya, i am still so fucking sleepy. xinyand came over to my hse and woke us up. tonight another night.. les night. but of cux i am so so damm straight lah. haha. =)
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Went tanning with linn and rach yesterday. well i am much darker and love it... oh and i finally got my tongue pierce !! heee... the navel was not at all pain but then the tongue is freaking hurting lah.. been surviving on liquid food. and nothing else. well... i am going to myanamr this sat is was kind of a last min decision so ya... and gonna see my dad but i dunno how to tell him stuff. sigh.. i cannot let him know i got piercing.. althought he cann't have a say in my life but then i dun wan to leave an impression at i am bad..gtg
Happy 18th Birthday Xinyieee.. muackx
I think i have phobia for relation that needs commitment. well i dunno. i just kind of concluded that. well i guess it is all becux of my past realtion with sam. it is reallie hard for me to move on from him. even though i led my life normally as usual. well.. today.
I am proud of myself for going to gym despite being tired and lazy. although it was only like 40 mins but then it still make a diff can. hehe.. then i met up with xy to go to sentosa to check in and buy the stuff to eat there well. the kampong hut was small but reallie cosy . it was damm shock to slp there lah. =) reallie looking forwrd to tmr's chalet there are a bunch of cute caucasian around us.. i find 1 of them reallie hot well.. haha. i dun think he will want to know me =)
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met up with xy and rach that day well.. i went shopping with xy the whole after noon .. there are a few things that i want to buy but i cannot cux now i am kind of broke. i guess from today i am going to quit s.....ing completely cux ya after last night i reallie feel sick.. i nv had this before i guess is becux i finish almost one full one.in 3 hrs. sigh. i should also stop sighing there are so many happy moments and yup. yesterday's shop was amazing first time i manage to spend less than 10 in town. i was saving for the night. well at night i did not spend alot either 50 only which is kind of little for the 3 Cs. cabbing.cig.club. hahaha ya..
And my bro made my day today.. he told me he is going to quit gaming i am like so happy can... at last he is quiting hehe.. smile. well i better go to the other hse to eat.. before going gym.
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Life is full of surprising. we will never know what is going to happen to us next. well but however we still got to work hard to achieve what we reallie want in life. I was tanning today and suddenly realised how well i did for my PSLE and how shitified i get for my o level. well. My IB exams will be in one yr time. less than that actually like 10 mths but then again i only have like 3-4 for the predicted exams. i reallie wish i can get at least 36. sigh. sigh
first of all i got to do well in all my internal assessment. Business 6.. econ 6.. mths 5..english 5..chinese..7. phy..5 that is onli like 35 well. i will work hard. esp for el and phy. I did not do much today. tann at the pool side with cand ad then as usual we cooked our own lunch. but after that we just slacked in front of the tv doing nothing. I saw Adi 's profile on hi5 and realised my decision is correct. i cannot just like him because i want to move on from Sam . but it is not working . nic told be it will take verylong . even if i get into any relation now it will not last 3 mths. i hate this. .. going to call xy now. =)
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I have not been town for 3 days. well today was fun thou although i was kind of home. xinyang and cand came over to tann and swim then we went to tp central to get some stuff. hehehe. I miss those days . is like we were cooking our own meal again just like before then they dyed their hair in my house as usual . and after 6 yrs all of us became so zhi lian lah. 3 mobile phone .. constantly taking self- taken pic. hehe.. well we are just like this. hehe. if only we have a video cam to video it down. well we are missing or linn.. miss her so much. hopefully she can join us really soon . and nx yr she will be coming to london to study and ya. so me and linn will be in uk and cand and xy in sg . that make it 2 places and not 3 anymore better hehe.
And i made a new friend these days. been talking to him 2 days and ya.. talked alot of sense into me over sam and everything abt what happen in oxford. i should not cross the line hehe. i will not repeat the same mistake trice. hehe... well i think i should try a relation when i go back oxford . to move on totally. i wun have a bf here. dun want to repeat the same thing again lah. =)
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I have been slacking doing nothing for a full 2 weeks i reallie dunno what i want out of it from this summer. it feels as though before coming i have millions of things to do this summer but now i cannot think of anything in particular things to do. heee should do some fruitful things. well temu as for our plan i don't think my side is working so ya.. but then i will not give up i believe there will always be better opportunity. so yup.
Just now i was susposed to call michie but then i accidentally pressed on sam lee's number .. he definately think that i pressed his number on purpose well. he has been trying to avoid me like shit so ya. well i cann't help it . but ya.. my blur mind just pressed his number by accident.
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well. i dunno i have not been going out these days, just randomly sacking at home and going to gym.. i need to lose weight before going back to oxford. i dunno why maybe losing confident over him. Although he knows how i look and all but then ya. i don't want to look fat in front of him. and i don't think anything gd is happening either dunnoo.. maybe i dun trust his words at all lah. temu asked me to trust him how can i trust someone i hardly even know and somemore we know each other wierdly so ya. sigh sigh. but then i reallie crossed the line. and flattered by his words.i hate it and i hate it. boo!!
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well i was feeling low today and wanted to go out to drink and get drunk. but then sad things don't last forever. although the things is still not solved but i hope this will have me solve it. hehehe.
well is abt ADI. well is try i am interested in him but i hardly know him. i met him only once. but then again ya that once is kind of alot. only today i realised that there was a misunderstanding going on btw us and temu said we have poor communication with each other because i thought he was not coming back to uk and he thought i was not coming back to uk. so ya. that why like we kind of ignored eachother.. oh well. i knew he was coming back before i let oxford and all. but then ya he only realised that i am coming back yesterday so ya. we had a long talk. hopefully what he said to me are true about wanting to meet before i left but thought that i may not wish to meet him . well i wanted to meet him too. in fact i was hoping i bumped into him in city centre hahaha stupid. okie.. he made me happy but i hope he is not playing cux he is bored tonight. i don't expect much but at least be sincer even if we are friends right. well we shall see when we both go back to oxford. cux ya we are susposed to meet. i was telling xy is kind of weird to meet actually.. esp like oh lets meet for lunch or tea. cux we knew each other the wrong way .. haa dot.
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