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Sunday, February 26, 2006

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i am so sick of this place.. i dunno why.. i want to leave and all. i have tons of hw undone and . then i have prob with roommate.. cann't she be more sensible.. although i got a room temp for me upstair.. but then.. haix.. i dun feel good today. i reallie feel. shit. and when i wanted to call pple. i realised everyone is still sleeping.

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|8:44 AM|

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Friday, February 24, 2006

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Oxford was finally snowing yesterday, the cold was so much bearable when it snows. walking along the lathbury road, continous snow just fall onto my skin and my clothes. It was amazingly beautiful. Almost in all my classes, i was not listening to my teachers, i was just dazing out the window and wonders when the lesson will end so that i can walk in the snow fall. But haix.. too bad. the snow only lasted for a few hours. and today there is neither snow or rain. :( but the weather is much better now, not as cold as past few days.
Wonder when the next snow fall will be

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|7:43 PM|

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i wonder this and i wonder that. i reallie do wonder if i reallie like u. but then if i don't like u why do i always want to see and talk to you. i heard so much bad stuff abt u. abt you flirting with girls. with this girls and that girls. u used to made me believed that u were a nice and sweet guy but now all the bad points. and so on is all revealed. i used to think that we cld be close as ever. maybe it was my fault here. cause i did not give u any reply so you probably think that i don't want to study with u again..
Peer pressure. tells me not to talk or like or study with u again. i thot i overcome it but then. i realised i did not. haix..
i want a decent and proper guy to like. but first of all i got to kick off all my bad habits. before i can.

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|7:31 PM|

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

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Barcelona was so damm fun.
1st day .. we arrived at the hotel really night, i was already almost 11pm.. so we only had 15 mins to check in and rest before our dinner. the first night food was really amazing, we had spanish food and spanish wine. the first night we did not really do much, we talked in the room till almost 5 am then fall asleep.

2nd day, was fun and tiring. morning was a torture, all of us were like walking zombies. we had few hours of sleep and we had this tour round the city by foot. no drink and no rest. only untill lunch. but lunch was reallie great. hee.. we met this really cute spanish waiter. i was not crazy.. but chen and jo were like.. i want du cao with him. haaa. so mah lu can. but he aren't a shy person. heee.. and i realised that spanish men. like asian women. cux during the night. we went shopping near ou hotel in skirts. and we seems like the centre of attention. eeryone we walk pass just stare at us.. but then ya. may be there aren't reallie much asian in barcelona. so ya.. Shoppind was fun. but $$$ is a prob. is so ex. and best part was chen bought a skirt from miss sixty and forgot to take off the tag, alarm. she worn it so many times.. maybe 2 times and did not realised how blur can she get and then. everyshop we get in there will be peep.. hee.

3rd day...
Shopping. we had alot of free time. is like the planned activities was only in the morning . to guadi . the church in the lui xing hua yuan. tt was so amazing and scary. hee. is like so tall and all. we visited a building too. the sun was so nice. but the wind was so cold so i did not had the chance to sun tan. we was fun.. the night life was great. the club consits of the whole floor.. is like there are diff room. was dancing.. drinking. was older pple .. and diff age group.. i drank so much and ..... so much. after tt . i was keep saying.. aaaabbbb..... and abbbb haha. my fren say i was kind of high. but i dun think i was but i also dunno why i keep saying noscience. but was fun. !

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|6:05 AM|

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

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Shopping centre in Barcelona Catalunya. metro station

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Barcelona was amaziing.. kind of lazy to update what happened. but thoese are the picture :)

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|7:55 AM|

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

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Valentine day 2006 had ended, and today a few things happened.

first of all, i got back my english essay and did really badly, it really demoralise me because, i speak so much better than many people in my school but when it come to writing i am always doing really badly. I guess is because since young, i never really bother checking every grammer error and all. and now i am so used to using the wrong tense , i knew that it is wrong but , is just like i just like is alright, as long as the reader can understand what happen,

Next , i received a shocking news from Singapore which i still do not know how to handle.

Then, is the chocolates. i received 3 chocolates. i mean from the cupid fairy from my school. although i do not know the last one is from who, but i also kind of know is from who... sometimes i rather believe that someone do like me in my schoool..

Second last- incident in the dinning hall, the person was just sitting in front table facing me directly and then, he was like staring at me. but the way he treated me these day , i pretend he did not exist so again i just looked at temu. I hate superficial guys. but then again i do not have interest in him anymore, \

Lastly the vdae. party, okie.. i managed to convince temu to go to the party and we went in skirt. But i did not even took off my coat , cux i love my coat and i feel that my skirt was too short , I saw him there but this time i cannot not say Hi anymore cux. he was just in front of me, then he came over and said. i was really beutiful tonight. and ...erm... yup. i was not realie happy at all.. cux i lost feeling forhim already. so maybe i meant something to him..

I feel so tired of relation, it was like when i just ended my relation with sam, the first thing i wanted to do was to get into another one. but then after a while like now. i feel that i prefer to be alone with my friends and all. and everyday after sch i will just go to gym and relax. and study there. i enjoy peaceful lifestyle. yup hehe. love you everyone

hsppie Valentine day once again

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|8:05 AM|

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Valentine day 2006 had ended, and today a few things happened.

Next , i received a shocking news from Singapore which i still do not know how to handle.

hsppie Valentine day once again

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|8:05 AM|

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

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wee... Valentine Day!
okie.. nothing exciting this yr thou. is just that it will be in st clare's and i wonder how things is going to be in a mix sch.. ok we have v dae programme in the evening and then we will have the dance and disco at night but curfew is still at 11pm. i feel like going club thou.maybe.

Happy Valentine Everyone... all my darlings in sg esp... Linn, Xy, Cand, Mich,Vera, arc buddies, Horny Frenx (HS)-->jamie,dong,kim,Leumas, Saman, yvette in us , 4/6s
Stclare's .. happy V day. i dun think anyone will see this thou hee.. Temu i love u !

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|9:29 AM|

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Monday, February 13, 2006

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one more week end had passed. and the dates to the first exams tt the uni look at is coming.. haix. i am so scared. i want to get to either LSE or Imperial, but then again.. is just so hard to get in.. V dae is coming 2 more days. i did something sweet for someone and dun wish to get in return thou. :P smile.. i wonder who will i receive chocolates from.. i mean i know some girls , cux i saw my name there but then i doubt any guys haaa.. i refused to buy things from the sch and give heee. i bought then heart shape ballons.. heee ..
weeks passes reaallie fast and soon i am going to be 19... i dun wish for the guy but then again.. i realised tt i dun crave for gifes anymore.. i just want a balloon and flowers will do.. no dior no nothing.. but there is one LV bag tt i reallie like. i dun think i will get it anymore... i know i got to study but i am not see.. haix.
Barcelona weekend.. i will be going to spain, Barcelona.. wee i am reallie excited i hope is going to be lots of fun and all. i know it will be.. be going with jo . and the chinese pple. okie.. jenn is in paris now with her frenx. and he is not going as usual.. i realised we are more dist than b4 and .. there is no more nuthing going on.. even the friendship faded.. the most in sch i will just say hi. smile.

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|2:50 AM|

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

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Happy 18th Birthday Vera!!

I miss talking to her.miss going out with her,miss doing marketing stuff with her.miss everythig.

okie. i realised that growing up is just part of life. and tt day i was just talking to clarence from my prisch, okie i nv contact tt grp for yrs and realised the big changes tt hd actually taken place and how much things tt we plann then actually became reality. is like then i told myself i got to be indepent and live oversea and study and now i am reallie in uk. is like it seems like wat u want to do you will definately do it. is just part of life.. so therefore i am going to tell myself tt i want to get to UCL.Imperial.LSE ... of better still oxford. now i not reallie all over i want to get to oxford and all. i have already found a path for myself. hee.

Although a part of me tell myself that i want to be in a relation a gain. but also i realised tt if i am in relation i will be happy but. then i will not be able to fullfill my goals. as i will be too busy with myself trying to occupy my time with him. and all. i wld not have the freedom to hae crushes or all. now.. i can look at anyone without feeling guilty and all. is like okie. i think he is good. and he is nice i will just talk to him or. just feel how i want to feel toward him. last time i will stop somewhere cux i had a bf.

Second part tt is happening in my life now is.. i want to change how i look!! i want to be more healthy and all. so ya. i need a stone more to reach my goal so ya.. is like i spend so much on my club membership. today i am going to play badminton there. i hope is going to be a good one. hehehe i love to go there. is like. okie. today i am going to bring my work there to study and all. and just simply just relax there. :) ok gtg shower.. did get 2 have the time this morning cux i was kind of rushing.

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|9:45 PM|

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i dunno why i start to like someone so soon.. ya... but then again i kind of not in a relation for quite long.. it may seems like onlie 1 mth + but i have been in uk for 7 mthss. so ya. is almost not with someone for 7 mths... but i realised tt he has someone already, not together but kind of . i think so ya. if i continue to like him i will only feel sad. hee.. so again..
i wonder if i lose weight , will i look better? my face did not even seems to change much since i lost weight .. haix. poor me. and i slept for only 3 hrs last night so i am now dead tired .. hehe wanted to go to the gym but then again i was kind of busy with school work and all. :) and lack of sleep!!

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|1:48 AM|

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

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i talked to linn. today and reallie. i am happy talking to her. cause i all along wanted to call her since tt thing happen but. i just wanted to give her some time to herself. and linn u dun have to feel bad abt the bill cux is reallie cheap to call. i miss everyone. and yup Vera's 18th vdae is coming in a few day 7 feb babe.. in case i forget.. to call u tt day
Happy Birthday hot, sexy,horny darling vera. ! hee
I cooked my own dinner today cux i just dun feel like going anywhere to eat and all. yup i miss everyone . hee going to london tmr to shop.. actually not i already got my jeans i just wanted to go n collect it and i can wear. hee. will be seeing my cousin too go and pai nian. hee. oh and i went to Esporta. did some cardio workout and then i went to suana. did not really wnt to swim because the pool was kind of full k. tmr before i go london maybe i should go there heheh yup. morning . i shall lose weight. so that yup.

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|4:08 AM|

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

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okie. 2 times and my post was kind of deleted.
i had higher edu day on wedd and i went for talk on oxford and now i reallie want to get into oxford. i dunno y haix. i need to study and all , i am just going to work hard from now now. and ya. i reallie kind of miss the life i used to live in sg. but every1 got to move one. i miss just lying in my room and watch channel 55.62. and all haix. i realised tt thoses chapter in my life are all gone.. actually i am not afraid of interviews i am more afraid for my result.
okie. business- 7
maths-7
phy- 6
econ- 7
EL- 5/6
spanish- 6 if cl -7
if only then i can get prediction of 40 haix. why is ib even harder and a level. although passing ib is not a prob wat i realised tt is not tt easy after all.
i went to temu's room yst and we talk quite alot. i am going to talk to her again later . and now i realised now bad he is . hehe. so i kind of made the right move and . H was trying to match mate me with his frenx. and all. blah blah blah.. say as long as i go see him he will be alright.i dun like his frenx. on the other hand he was kind of flirting . and i dun like him too.
the best is still to stay single and enjoy talking to them . hee. i wan to go to mood but i dunno who will go with me

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|12:07 AM|

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Friday, February 03, 2006

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

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-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|7:59 AM|

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

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