last night new yr celebration was wonderful! although my first item was kind of like abit screw it was like.. i turn the wrong side hehe. but then it was alright i let everyone have a laugh of it . thent he tibetan dance was alright. at least i did not make a huge mistake where by everyone can see so ya hehehe. the songs were reallie good. i will put up some pix nx time and the KOREANS - i dunno i suddenly think there is this korean tt is nice. for one. hehe i have same class with him. but then ya. i have same class as most the korean except one so ya.
and ya. the "HE" was there lah watching the performance ya. ok i was in my chong sum. but then again. when i was just outside the hall playing the waist drum he was video me and chen. and the rest ok. this is the time time i et him take any pix of me. but again he is just playing and being friendly. i know it. so i would now ot consider him as my potential bf. but he was sweet. after everything . he made an effort to get my number from someone else and called. wah. know him so long now is the only time that called.. he said well done and the show was great. but plx i am not going to fall for it this time.. and make a mah lu of myself. plus , i think he has got a gf.. these days his nick is rather mushy. gtg for meeting :) i normally miss these but this time i think i ill go for it
hee back just wanted to continue. now i know the reason why he treat me sometime okay some time not so.. cux he is attached... wt.. but nvm.. at least i know it before i fall for him. heee.. so ya. feel abit shit but is alright but then. ya i know noone is going to give anything 4 vdae boo..
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To my a dear frenx tt i care:
if u read this u will know is for u,
I know life has been down for u this period, and i am reallie proud the way u r handling this situation, i just hope we all can be there for u now. Don't put all the guilt on yrslef. think it as anyother way. i reallie wish to see u as yrself soon. n ya i will call u one day. love u. muackx *rem our date . dun p.s me. love stef
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Ok,.. i have fun but now i am in a terrible bad mood. some fu***ng bitch just don't know want is privacy.. okie.. just see i am going to beat u in everything. i am f*cking going to lose weight, going to study. i make sure i am above u in everything. yup. if i dun get to top 5 uni.. i will retake my exams. tt's it.! i am telling u i nv feel so drive as now.!
anywae yup. forget abt the unhappy things.
New Year Eve.
i went to london with sabrina n her bf. and yup. we went to oxford streeet. i wanted to get a new bag. the dior one. is like is new yr and is so depressing so i decided tt i should shop to make myself happy hehe. and ya.. the bag is so small and so ex. is like 230 pound. if it were to be slightly bigger i will buy it. ok i m telling myself if i can get 35 and above for my march exams. i will buy myself a proper dior bag hee. work hard stef. smile . ang bao. k. my aunt gave me 200. cux actually is like i used the card to pay for the dinner cux i have got no cash and then, so ya my frenx they gave me cash so ya. then she say keep it for ang bao so sweet. ok .. london. i bought a new pair of armani jeans. yeah. so pretty can. is black with pink tread. and ya. is a bomb. but i wanted a proper jeans for a long time. is almost 600 sgd. but then is half price. so not too bad. hehe it was on sale in sg too but then. the design in sg was not reallie nice. n alteration cost 8 pound. so rip off but , i also dun dare to do it myself , i scared other talor will spoil it, hehe.and sabrina and yang s. y. bought a matching couple ring. from LV. freaking rich pple lah.. the pair of ring cost more than $4500. ok.. the last time me and sam ring was less than $100. i will nv spend so much on a ring unless is wedding ring.
New year.
okie. i reallie had difficulties waking up this morning becux. firstly i slept at 4 am last night. was helping sabrina to sneak out. and then ya. i came bacl at 2 am ... ok this is already new yr. i went to club to start my new yr. i realised tt i am going to Quit. yup kind of tired of it. hehe. and ya. i wanted to go back to solihull to spend new yr with the niang they all. so i went and realised tt all the train from oxford is closed for construction purposes. so ya. i got to take the bus to solihull. and ya. it was such a ha-ser. i got to take bus to somewhere and change train. so ya. and it take damm long can more than 2 hr. a 1 hr journey can be so long so yup. i got to rush , for the rehersal at 5:30, of cux i am late, hehee i reach at 6:30. i know the pple are pissed off but what can i do right, i tried my best to rush already, and then they took my stuff without .... arg!!! thinking abt it make me angry they forced me to agree. forget it.. new yr i should be happy.
the food was so much better than yst, hehe and we went to win yip. hee. okie.. at least i got to enjoy myself a new yr, rather then fame. hehe..
Happy new yr everyone!!
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CHINESE NEW YEAR 2006Gong Xi Fa Chai I just simply miss home . think abt the cny and all the new yr goodies. tt i simply lve. and ya. although i will be doing so much things here. like now i am just going to practice and then . manybe to keen then to london, and lastly is the renuion dinner with the chinese pple. and tmr i will be going to my aunt place. but still the feelng of missing home is so terrible. no new clothes and no visiting and no blackjack and no majongs. haix. it is just so boring can. maybe i can try and find something to replace tt.. i hope i can find it in the chinese supermart. I want angbao!!
Pink! yup. i realised that is already an end of jan. soon another year is going to be over. and i m not looking forward for my birthday.. i dun want to be 19 . it just feel so old and all. oh. and i better rem. vera's bdae/ hee 7 feb.
Vdae and i am not excited over it. i guess i will just be in barcelona on 16 and celebrate it with my frenx. all girls thou. and i will be in spain. a rather romantic place but too bad i am single. good for sabrina. she is going there with shu yang, they too can spend the vdae over there. i look at the cards at borders and just feel like buying one and giving it to someone. tt i love.
i wonder when will i be in a realtionship again. this time round i do not want to be too dependent on each other for acompany. cux this type of relationship will just drag on forever. i will onliy have tt kind in uni maybe like last yr hee.and ya.. school have been rather busy. i am more friendly in classes. but not after sch. i guess everyone has already got their own clique.i swear when i go to uni.. i want to be skinny.. more confident. and smile and friendly. yup. actually looks reallie play a big part of social life. and now.. i dun reallie desperate of losing weight. cux. i just cann't stop eating lah. hehe. and craving for chocolate these days. hehe..
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just talked to linn before my TOk class and ya. we planned for a europe trip. yup linn. I love u linn so does cand and xy. smile.. call us anytime and we will always be there for u hee. TOK lesson is practically and slacking session cux. ya i am find a time to updat my blog and all. and mummy is leaving on thur morning and. i took a day off. yst. i am reallie afraid tt i will be diagnose with some stuff and all. haix.. let's just see lah. and i just talked to my mum and she will be staying in oxford with me for a night. hee. yeah yup at least she is here. and i some wat can show my friends who she is and all. yup. so tmr i will just be going to dinner with her and walk around oxford with her i would not be going to gym then hehe.
i feel reallie bad tt i miss so many of the chinesee new yr stuff. firstly my mum is in oxford. and secondly i was sick. okie mainly becux my mum was in uk lah.. hee. the furniture show was alright but i was not reallie interested in it. smile. okie.. not tt bad is just any other shows tt i have been to . and as for v dae. i used o be kind of exccited over it but now i am like.. okie. i have got no date and i doubt anyone will give me anything.. my sch have such a thing like.. u pay someone to give yr crush or someone u think u like them something.. there will be someone dressed as cupid and go round lessoons.. hee. to give the card and chocolate.. but of cux there will nt be me lah. for sure..
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time just passes so quickly. and ya.. as usual i am so busy.. with the cny and all.. ya. haix.. and my warden say my body reacting to this is becux of my tireness and all the stress.. ya.. hee. and she is sweet ask me to just sleep n think of nuthing bat hw and alll.
i have been back for almost 3 weeks. and it has been therefore more than a mth.. i dunno if i reallie wat to get attach, but i do want someone beside me. and i some hw.. abit got it. but i realised tt the person is a bustard.. so ya. i am trying to keep a dist from him already hee.. yup yup. and my mum is here i uk.. heee..
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time passes so quickly, tt i have already come back for almost 2 weeks. yup. and things are still being the same. ok! i need to get cloth and i properbly will ask ming to buy them and ask my mum to bring it over for me. yeah! heee. i am just so happy lah.. cux she is coming and i can get wat i want to have. a new yr with her. although i still prefer to spend it with my family. hee and all in singapore. it will just be so o much fun with me going around to get ang pao and all . yup yup.
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After tt day, i no longer feel the urg to call again. i do not know y maybe it reallie die away. u are just no longer the person i used to know. and i realised tt i do not understand u anymore. yup.and i just hope distance will put everything in place.
I have got maths port folio oweing Maureen like weeks.she did not reallie rush me yet. hee. i will hand in to her today. maybe is properbly becux so many pple are still unback and all. i lead a boring life here.. this weekend i am not going anywhere. cux i am playing too much. and sarita is suspended and jo dun reallie want to go out. so ya. i guess i will just get some stuff tt i need for sch.. like i got to change my printer ages ago. :)
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the more i look at myself.. my picture from sg. i realised i look dammmm FAT. i went over and put on a few kg.! haix. now i am trying to skip dinner again. and hopefully it will work the same way as it used to . but these days i have a reallie huge appitite. yst. i have a meal at 6am... then went for breakfast at 8:30. and during break at 11.15 i had a baegette.??? and at 1:15 i have lunch.. ok at least during dinner i didn't reallie feel like eating so practically did not eat at all.. but i am happen tt i work out. hee smile. :) i went gym !! yeah. ok.. i will go to gym 4times a week. at least 3 times. and skip all my dinner. ...
school have been reallie busy these days.
monday, i end lesson at 4:15 ..... is actually a full day cux of T.O.K 6 lesson.. haix. at i will do my CAS from 4:30 - end 5:30 and gym at 7:30-9:30
tuesday-- are rather ok. end last lesson at 4:15 but i have late morning and 2 hr of lunch. language network at night. gym 7:30 -9:30 ( if possible)
Wednesday-- end early.. slack day- hee.onli 3 lessons + PShe so i end sch at 3:15 - but busy evening. 4:30- 5:30 Chess, 5:30-6:30 areobic, 7:30-9:30 gym, yup
thurs---- long day. again 6 lessons. but i dun want any CAS. or should i just go for fund raising hee. if only i got in to student council
Friday--- 5 lessons.. end school 3:15 - lazy day again... nuthing realllie excite me. unless clubbing. but these days.. i decided to rest and . i will onlie go occassionally. heee. furthermore sarita is grounded. hee
CNY is coming i bet everyone in sg is busy eating n thinking of wat to do and all. hehehe but then we here in uk.. althought i am kind of excited to celebate but. thinking of wearing my cheong sum. i decided tt i will have crash diet just to look nice in it. hehe.. it almost a mth since i broke u with sam and life still goes one. :) nuthing seems to have change. maybe becux i am in uk and i am used to life without him so ya. although i was in sg but i pass through the period. reallie busy period going out with friends and all. i reallie enjoy myself so so much in sg. i miss the chicken rice the satay.. but when i am there. i realised i dun miss the food so much and i cld live without it. but back here again. i feel like i miss those food. hee. All the orchard shopping. bugis streeet bargine and all.i miss those. i miss my ARC buddies- i miss my HS babes- Miss xy , pau and MR cand.. little yvette. and i met with mich heng. she look prettier and as usual we cld tok so much. hee miss her. wish i cld go shopping again with her. and for linn.. i only met her 2 days. reallie short stay she had. smile..
and Saman.. i have nv ending things to tok to her. and she is in love with lee's gucci bag hehe. i miss her and love her.. we can tok so much and not feeling any pressure to tok to her. this holiday i spend nights toking to xy. hopefully she walk through these period. i know is hard but u will. trust me!!
And i wonder wld i ever find a bf. i feel i am too fat for anyone so. ya it will realllie take me long time for me to be in another relation . and i am still so shy . i wanted to return to st clare's with a diff me. but i cld not do it. i am still so shy and all. CNY hopefully !!
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i am leaving this sat and i dun want to... and i am feeling so shitifed!! and pissed off by the stupid guy!
forget it mean. i am trying to spend the last few day in sg . at least this 3 week i come back i just wanted to meet and all. but this stupid person is so irritating. if u want to total cut off from me i will do it . after sat and u will not hear from me for the rest of yr life !!!!
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