tonk tonk tonk

Saturday, May 28, 2005

~**~

It has been 2 weeks since dorigen left us. We are getting used to it but sometimes we still think tt she is around the hse . but everytime u turn to see if it is her, it's always empty.. i had a dream of dorigen last night, a very funny and strange dream , but i cannot remember but i know is something it will nv happen.haix. forget it. Chuck had a dream too. the night after she left us, the dream is: dorigen was running around and meowing, then chuck followed her . then she jumped into her basket and wanted chuck to join her, but chuck told her tt the basket was too small for him. but she comtinued meowing and finally chuck bought a super big basket and joined her inside only then she was happy and stop meowing. a funny dream.
We think tt . she came to chuck dream, asking where is she and where are we. she is just confused i guess. ping ping is damm irritating , she was meowing and meowing i guess she was looking for dorigen too , i think i treat her kin of bad nv feed her onli once int he morning chuck will do it. i cannot stop thinking of dorigen. she is just like my friend. i used to look for her everytime i am alone or lonely now. look for ping ping??? no way, she will just run away lah.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE !! is here but i have finished all my cash. only left with isetan voucher. haha nvm. i can live without shopping. i think i should be leaving for uk later. Thank to Mr William Hu . out of 7 sub he fail 6 . so clever right, cannot even get into poly tok abt jc. haix. nvm i will watch hiim study. and guide him i mean it. i need $$$ but i am too tired of working, haix.

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|2:38 PM|

____________________

Monday, May 16, 2005

~**~

Dorigen Darling. u know i love u alot. and ya. we are all really missing u. i miss yr accompany .esp during my o level. u are always there wheni am afraid to go down to take water. i will carry u along with me. now tt u are in heaven. i haf to do all these thing by myself. i hope u find a better place else where. we are love u baby. 20 years of life .chuck miss u alot darling. rest in peace. love stef

my dorigen darling passed away today. Althought she is just a cat. but she is just like a human. reallie i mean. she can understand alot of thing. please she is even older than me lah. 1985 leh. 20 yr. i jus manage to see her for like one week. even less than tt 6 days after i come back from china. the vet say her cancer had spread to her lungs and there is not enuff oxygen in her lungs. we send her to the vet. and request to be drip at home. the saddest thing is she is like home less and 5 mins and she left. mum and i think tt she was waiting to be home b4 she die. mum was like faster run up home. think she cannot make it anymore. then she drop me off in front then she go park her car. i was so afraid she will die in the lift. cox her legs was all straighten up and she peeed i think the suffering the pain made her pain. i yelled for my bro . i thought she die. then when i touch her she moved her head. she could not even wait for my mum. she passed away when mum was at the door. poor thing. haix. chuck was crying . her daughter for 20 yrs. th vet she she hardly ever seen a cat living up to 15 yr.
haix...

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|11:41 PM|

____________________

Thursday, May 12, 2005

~**~

i am back from CHIIINA. hahha had a wonderful shopping trip. i bought 11 sling bags for sch. lol. but i gave some way of cus to william and sam. things are like so cheap lah. bought one puma shoe and so much cheaper than sg . Today is isetan private sale. and ya. i dun af much cash in hand . need to work part time again. damm samuel lee. waiting for him for 2 hrs . and till now he is not here yet. my bro steven song. got suspended by sch. that boy is always getting into trouble. haix. dunnno when is he going to be more sensible. and . my visa for uk is not yet apply. to schegen visa also and egypt visa also.. sop much things to do and i have not done one. definately i am going to delay got so many many things to do. haix.. i need $$$$ . y cann't it drop from the heaven. and my damm phone bill is $300++. F**K. i dun know how cum it cost so much when. i do not roam. call oversea. sms oversea. and free incoming. M1 is just cheaping my money. damm . pple dun use M1.

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|1:10 PM|

____________________