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Friday, January 28, 2005

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haix. bad memory .. jux came to my thought again.. maybe u did not even realised tt u actually did tt to me.. ya maybe is not totally ya fault but.. ya pieces and pieces of them join together it jux become a full pix. i may seems not bother by anything.. and slacking and so on.. tt is jux the way i react to the change,. if u jux put yaself in my position u definatly will do wat i haf done. i always try to do my best.. but then.. there was not anything or any chance to do my best ya.. i spend my hardly part of life then.. everyday.. i hated breaks , u know y.? becux i haf got nth to do. i always walking around it seems tt i am very occupied but the truth is i am doind this becux i am free.. i am doing thing ..
sometimes, u see i put in so much effort. and so.. and wat did i received. nuthing i was nv impt in any time. anywhere. ya. the lousiest thing. the lousiest opportunity are all given to me.. and ya. i am alway the store keepper..warehse keeper.. sercurity gard . or watever u call it. sitting down there doing nuthing, and ya. wat for.. see from top to bottom.. haix.. luckily those days are over. ya. i got back sam. and my family and my frenx. every1 basicalyy. u cannot always cope with too many thing each time.. u tend to lose something eventually.. therefore. i chose u to get back wat i haf lost. and ya. cux ... ya..
ok. stop all sad things.
happy thing now. i am happy with my work. in fact i am loving every min of it.. ya.. the people are so nice and ya. doing this is jux my hobby. :) huimin is nice. she taught me to do so many thing in so little time, and ya. i hope i cna handle by myslef on monday. am a bit scared too with the cash and all .. hee yup. hope i can work longer hrs. yup. then wun waste money on the travel and everything. vdae is coming. most likely will be spending at lawyre with sam. wow. damm ex. but then is worth it. is our last vdae. in sg. i will work hard to get back the money. lucki i get my pay on 5th . haa before vdae. hahah. love it!. tml woring 7 hr. haa. nx week 6 days pre week haaa, onli sun free lucky on till 6. and i can go shopping after tt.. yeah.. got to get new yr clothing too.. hee

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|10:29 PM|

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

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yeah! i finally got myself a job.. is something tt i like to do all these while... i am working at zed and zee.. haa.. ask me work for 10 hr there i also dun mind .lol but abit far.. is at holland v.. but chuck and mummy say it onli take 5 mins to drive to there.. so lah.. if i am late. jux take cab.. but then cannnot always lah.. is not all my pay . will be finished at the cab fare.. yeah.. know wat i cann't sleep last night.. then today 8am woke.. up at least finally is 11.. now.. and ya.. can go work soon. i had a wonderful sat.. met up with kim..dong..nat and jamie.. wow.. had so much fun toking to them.. is like 100000000000 yr haven been gossiping with them and ya.. we tok till 6am.. hahha last time.. we barely pass 3 am.. maybe cause we miss each other too much.. jux too much things to tok abt.. ok.. got to go work... bye

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|10:41 AM|

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Friday, January 14, 2005

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sometime... i feel tt .u are not close to me at all.. ya. i think is my fault.cux ya.. iregret it.. so pple when ya friends are still there for u . dun mis treat them. so many time i wanted to call u but then.. i am always afaid tt u will reject my caalll.. u are busy doing smethin.. and ya.. haix.. nv mind. i reallie hope st clare's can accept me.. is look ok now.. ya.. i am going to study... i mean reallie study.. is has been too much of play and play.. i miss all my frenx... i miss mich. i miss jamie. i miss cand. i miss linn. i miss dong. i miss yvette. i miss xinyang.i miss vera.i miss arc.i miss 4/6. i miss every1 haix. live got to go on.. and on.. every1 is in jc now.. happily making all the frenx. i should haf applied to mi. bt then if i go there i wun be able to work and earn moneyfor my laptop.. ya...maybe i shoulld ask chuck or mummy to pay half... i wann the 4000, with cam, web cam, travel mate. haix... somewhere thefre lah.. so got to work.. poor me.. unlike pple who are rich.. get anything tt they want right in front of them.. ya hahah.. haix.. guess wat mummy and i did today.. we did sanding the furniture with the workers today.. they gonna haf overtime for 3 night. too bad for them.. who ask them not to finish the pieces one time. monday got to shipped to us , not onli doing second coat.. so ya we helped , then every1 i the office and other workers were like, looking and greeting us , hahha must be so shocked to see their boss doing sanding, hahah. haix... i am so sianx here is onli 9 and ya... is so quiet . i went pekalongan.. uncle's family realllie nice... so simple and truly towards u... their hse is like damm big. and had a fish pong, the size of a mini swiiming pool in the middle. and i ask my mum how much it cost to buy that type of hse, in sg can onli buy HDB , lol they are such nice pple., the min we step in to the hse they started feeding us with fruits and drink and fruits, and dinner and lunch was damm nice... ayam kampong( chicken) is damm good. and ya. i had enuff during, when goind to uncle's place we biught 10 durian to eat there then on the way back we bought 11. lol. but of cux we did not eat all.. maybe half onli. the rest gif to pple. hahah. so cheap and nice. is 2 each hahah.. ya and also rambutant we bought to big bag. is cheeappp and cheaappp everythign here is cheap..

-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|9:36 PM|

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Friday, January 07, 2005

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sec 4 life just ended like this... every1 is going to separate ways.. linn has left. i dunno know when is the nx time tt we can all meet up and tok ... adn stay over in my hse.. i lost a fren who is listen to my rubbish and.. who can share any secret.ya. nvm.. jenn left too. when she left ., i suddenly remember how i have neglected her.. i should haf spend more time with her... we used to be very goopd frenx in pri sch..even in sec sch... although we were in diff sec sch we used to meetup every week without fail.. then i dunno wat happen but.. we met up fewer and fewer time... sad to say.. i nv had a chance to visit her hse.. during pri sch i rem tt u used to tell me all abt ya hse and ya... say will visit 1 day.. that 1 day nv come and i know it will nv c9ome.. we had chosen the path of our road.. haix.. time reali fly ..i suddenly realised the impt of fr8iendship and ..ya...pple treaure ya frenx..

i am now in the most b0ring ploace u can find... my mum's batik and furniture factory in indo... i am tlling u ... is like damm boring.. esp at nioght... when work is off.. the whole place is just ssoooo quiet and ya... u cannot do any thing exept going online and the connection is like daamm slow... is onli 56k.. ya and then the tv prom are so old... thr tvb xing he... shows all the tvb long time ago show... ya.. please god find me something interesting to do please.. hahha...
-cann't stop dreaminx of u-

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|4:10 PM|

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