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Saturday, October 18, 2003

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haha ya ... i am finally updating ... saw someone blog yesterday then realize some stuff abt someone .... hahaha untill now even she still cann't get over him.... for 2 yrs... ya.... i was wrong abt her always thot she was a bitch but i now i now she was so serious.... but at least she have a good frex... smile....

her story
a story of a gal hu thought love was more important than anything...
she met this guy , a very funny guy ya..but se nv knew how to treasure him
ya....
a story of someone... who i know but who dunno me... maybe forgot liao
ya....
my life is totally back to normal ya... i learnt to be myself ya....ya exams are finally gonna be over and i know i screwed up quite a few paper... think jac yip is going to scold me again and again damm scared i retain haix.... ya cann't wait to go out... ya... hahaha my furnish not done the whole hse damm messy and i am not living alone 4 pple.... my bro ..me ...maid and my mum's staff ya.... but still the he is damm quite in the day esp ... no one at home... still got a maths pple to go.. ya... hope can visit my cousin this dec ya... i am still trying to find my time to go ya... i cann't wait till yeah ya... always wanted to that but ya now finally can liao.... i am feeling quite guilty... for 8 yrs i have lived my life without him.... do i actually still miss him or still love him??? i asked myself haiz... ya he is jux so poor thing ... i truly dun wish to break his heart....ya.... everyone tells me not to hate him ... haiz ya... y mux my aunt tell me abt him again.... i have almost forgotten tt he exited in my world ya..... truly i dun hate him nor love him... ya... but still he made me lost alot of memmories ... i used to close my eyes and think but he jux had no impression in my mind... i hope i could go back and at least visit him....ya... even a stranger i talk more than i communicate with... no call no letter ... jux a visit every 3 yrs???

[[It Will Never Be Back]]__|2:50 PM|

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